the lover

Though I have had friends
And a beautiful love
There is one lover I await above all.
he will not come to me
In the time of soft plum-blossoms
When the air is gay with birds singing
And the sky is a delicate caress;
he will come
From the midst of a vast clamour
With a mist of stars about him
And great beckoning plumes of smoke
Upon his leaping horses.

And he will bend suddenly and clasp me;
he will clutch me with fierce arms
And stab me with a kiss like a wound
Thad bleeds slowly.

But though he will hurt me at first
In his strong gladness
he will soon soothe me gently
And cast upon me an unbreakable sleep
Softly for ever.

by Richard Aldingto

loves,

fatin asifa ismail :)

here comes goodbye

I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And it's not like he to drive that slow, nothing's on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
He usually comes right in, now I can tell

Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry

Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And he was right here in my arms tonight
But here comes goodbye
I can hear he say "I love you" like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on his face that he had never felt this way
One day I thought I'd see him with his daddy by him side
And violins would play Here Comes The Bride


But here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry

Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And he was right here in my arms tonight
But here comes goodbye

Why's it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on
Yeah, and you're left alone
Oh! But here comes goodbye! Oh!

Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry

Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And he was right here in my arms tonight
But here comes goodbye

loves,

fatin asifa ismail ;)

hope?

 

 

 

It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.

Love blurs your vision; but after it recedes, you can see more clearly than ever. It’s like the tide going out, revealing whatever’s been thrown away and sunk: broken bottles, old gloves, rusting pop cans, nibbled fishbodies, bones. This is the kind of thing you see if you sit in the darkness with open eyes, not knowing the future. The ruin you’ve made.


Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from. The next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it’s right around the corner, and you open up your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you’re wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all of your heart.


Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn’t arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I’m going to be happy in it. ;)

loves,

fatin asifa ismail ;D

graduation day ;)

 

GRADUATION DAY.!

yesterday is everything.finally i got graduation certificates.aku cm ta caya.da dkt 5 thn skola menengah n semalam adalah hari segala2 nya.tinggal sebulan je lg bfre SPM.n everything will be done.wow.! hmm.smlm sgt2 seronok n takan lupa dlm hidup.bersama2 ngn kawan2 graduated rase cm sekejap je dah nak habis skola.aku tawu aku akan rindukan zaman skola.but sume nie lumrah dalam hidup.past is past n we must go on.bergambar sakan semalam yela first time an.haha. ;) sedih memang sedih.aku tana sume nie berakhir n aku takan dapat rasa sume nie dah.after graduation day hang out ngn kawan2.as usual.da kate pun remaja melepak jela.bile tgk kawan2 pkai formal ngn tie segala bagai.sume handsome2 kot.yg pmpuan lak make up gyle tebal.mcm2 kerenah.aku doa n aku harap aku dapat tgk dowg pakai cmtu untuk beberape thn akan dtg.semalam aku pgg sijil graduasi.n aku tawu aku akan graduated for degree or master lak nnt.haha.besa angan2 aku an.aku nk berjaye.blaja tinggi2.keje gaji pun tinggi.kawin pun ngn org tinggi2.hahaha.well in too small too short.that's why la ;D n yg paling ta tahan aku pakai high heels for 10 hours.adesh.bole tercabut kaki.hahaha.aku akan rindukan semua nie ;(

It’s hard to remember that this day will never come again. That the time is now and the place is here and that there are no second chances at a single moment.

Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life… as by the obstacles which he has overcome while trying to succeed.

Confidence is that feeling by which the mind embarks in great and honorable courses with a sure hope and trust in itself.

 

loves,

fatin asifa ismail ;)

love ;)

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.True love is a state of timelessness, loss of ego, surrender, defenselessness and vulnerability.Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.Love is nothing easy. It is not cheap. It is the greatest thing that happens on this planet, and so it comes priced as gold.Love is a big, scary, intense, unique, delicate, beautiful word. It is also an unanswered question. You can’t know the true definition of it until someone shows you the meaning of it. But it is also sometimes the answer. Love saved harry potter, didn't it? And most movies end with love triumphing. So i think all everyone needs is a little love.Love is when a person believes that he, she, or it can’t live without some other he, she, or it. No one actually needs another person or another person’s love to survive. Love, is when we have irrationally convinced ourselves that we do.


No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.


Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.

Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don’t mean or do things they can’t take back. Sometimes we do things we can’t take back. We’re all afraid of something.

loves,
fatin asifa ismail ;)

save the soul ;)

 

well.semalam aku.shamira abg mamat n kak syafinaz pi showcase SAVE THE SOUL by MAHER ZAIN.WOW.! that's was so amazing.aku cm ta sangka aku leh dok dlm auditorium mbsa tu tgk maher zain.aku suke lagu die.sume lagu die ade mksd yg sgt mendlm.die nyanyi 10 lagu semalam.haha.sangat best.showcase tu dalam sejam lebih je.mmg aku kagum dowg leh bwt showcase yang yg cmtu.sggt2 ismalic la.sggt2 menarik la.dan sggt2 best.hehe ;) insyallah die akan bwt konsert kat malaysia lg.n insyallah kalu tade pape halangan leh la pi tgk maher zain lg.kn kn.n yg paling die die mmg kacak.sggt2 :D hm..aku blik kul 12 mlm.smpi je uma.kne tolong ibu bungkus hadiah.kul 2 lbh cmtu baru tdo.n for the first time aku g skola kul 10 pagi td.ta bwk beg.ta bwk ape.just bwk diri je.cm skola tu bapk aku yg punya.haha.nmpk pn sumarni pun aku bwt bodo je.aku an dak baik.mane die syak pape.hahahaha.everything cm biase je ari nie.im happpy with my life.! ;)

I am good, but not an angel. I do sin,
but I am not the devil. I am just
a small girl in a big world trying to be wonderful.and you know what.I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that’s natural and that’s real.

loves,

fatin asifa ismail :)

life, loves and everything

I think I'm afraid to be happy because whenever i get  too happy,something bad always happens.
I’ve learned a lot this year.. I learned that things don’t always turn our the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you like my family and my friends.

Smile, breathe and go slowly :)
I AM TRYING TO BE A BETTER PERSON :)

loves,
fatin asifa ismail :)

prinsip perakaunan ;)

and today is very very are good day .! haha :D
YEAH.! trial akaun da habis.haha.bagi aku paper tu la yg paling membunuh.ta caye.g tnye dak2 clas aku.hahahaha.aku cnfm sume ckp benda yg same,kecuali yap meng fong.die an pakar dalam sume bidang :) toingg ! well.soalan tdi not bad gak ar.for the first time.aku jawab sume soalan n tepat pada mase nye.n ta tawu la betul ke ta.bahagia menyelubungi diri ku hari ini :D kite tgu je result cm ne nant.I LOVE PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN SO MUCH !

loves,
fatin asifa ismail :)

open house di rumah alan. ;)

We all make choices. But in the end, our choices make us.

i love this statement.haha.i dont know why.hmm...pasal hari nie.aku mkn free dari pg sampai ptg.ptg tdi g umah alan de open house.best n seronok.jumpe dayan kat sane.gyle ar.ta stop gelak n gosip ngn die.mcm2 gosip.well kate pun pmpuan an.hahahaha.yang taleh bla.si zul nie.die leh ckp die suke tgk aku,dayan n alan bgosip.tgk ktowg gosip leh bahagia satu dunia.ape la zul nie.dlm kul 9 lbh aku balik uma da.ayah ta bg dok sne lame2.ta elok.tu pun nasib baek aman tlg hantar aw.kalu ta sorg2 la jwp nya.lg pun bgs gak baliok awal leh bace bku ekonomi.esok nk exam.soalan da la bocor.hehe.best.terbaik dari ladang. ;)

My dearest friend, if you don’t mind, I’d like to join you by your side. Where we can gaze into the stars, and sit together, now and forever. For it is plain as anyone can see, we’re simply meant to be.

loves,
fatin asifa ismail :)

suddenly become crazy ;)

I’ve learned a lot this year.. I learned that things don’t always turn our the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.

haha.ape aku merepek nie.sengal gyle.otak ta betul.sume trial nye pasal la. ;)

im strong

You should never give yourself a chance to fall apart because, when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again. You must practice staying strong, instead.

im not in a good mood to share something in my blog.i dont noe why.

loves.
fatin asifa ismail

blogger :)

today is the frst day i create my own blog. :)
i don noe why i do all of this.myb bcos im realy bored with my life
n myb bcos.....hmm i don noe.frst of all thnx to my sister.fatin adibah ismail.
haha.she help me a lot to create dis blog.
and to all of u.welcome to asifaismail.blogspot.com
enjoy :)

loves,
fatin asifa ismail :D