Thursday, February 3, 2011

school ;)







last day at school.!

school : SMK COCHRANE
class :HAKIM'S SAID "5 BOKTY"


Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.

For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and the other for helping others.

hmmm.tu sume gambar tahun2 akhir kat skola.senior year.aku rindu kan skola sangat2.aku tak tipu.skola best.haha.aku rindu nk tidur,buat bising dari first floor until the last floor, rindu nk kena marah dgn cikgu2, rindu nk jerit2, kacau org, aku rindu kan segalanya.aku tak tahu la.bile kenang sume tu balik rasa sedih pun ada gak.but aku tahu sume tu normal an.hidup la kate kan.20.12.2010 was a last day with them.last day in spm n last day at school.aku syg korg sume.dak2 5b sumpah gempak giler.da cm satu family da sume.susah senang sama2 kongsi.banyak deyh kenangan.aku harap korg sume bwk diri elok2.blaja tinggi2.n jgn lupe aku daaaa.haha.baju skola, suku skola sume aku da buang.sume da berakhir.guys,jumpe time amek result nnt eh. ;) n seriuosly tahun 2010 tahun paling mencabar.banyak giler benda yg aku da lalui yg aku da hadapi.dari sekecil2 alam sampai sebesar2 alam laa.sume aku da rase.dari awal tahun sampai akhir tahun.terutamanya dekat skola.wow.fucking shit.! ahaha.sume ni sangat terbaik.bagus sekali.hee ;) 5b,thans for everything n sorry for everything.shhhh...silence ;)

loves,
fatin asifa ismail



Thursday, December 9, 2010

the lover

Though I have had friends
And a beautiful love
There is one lover I await above all.
he will not come to me
In the time of soft plum-blossoms
When the air is gay with birds singing
And the sky is a delicate caress;
he will come
From the midst of a vast clamour
With a mist of stars about him
And great beckoning plumes of smoke
Upon his leaping horses.

And he will bend suddenly and clasp me;
he will clutch me with fierce arms
And stab me with a kiss like a wound
Thad bleeds slowly.

But though he will hurt me at first
In his strong gladness
he will soon soothe me gently
And cast upon me an unbreakable sleep
Softly for ever.

loves,
fatin asifa ismail :)

here comes goodbye


I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And it's not like he to drive that slow, nothing's on the radio

Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell

He usually comes right in, now I can tell


Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time

Here comes the start of every sleepless night

The first of every tear I'm gonna cry


Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed

And he was right here in my arms tonight

But here comes goodbye

I can hear he say "I love you" like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on his face that he had never felt this way

One day I thought I'd see him with his daddy by him side

And violins would play Here Comes The Bride



But here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time

Here comes the start of every sleepless night

The first of every tear I'm gonna cry


Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed

And he was right here in my arms tonight

But here comes goodbye


Why's it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on

Yeah, and you're left alone

Oh! But here comes goodbye! Oh!


Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time

Here comes the start of every sleepless night

The first of every tear I'm gonna cry


Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed

And he was right here in my arms tonight

But here comes goodbye

loves,
fatin asifa ismail ;)

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

hope?

 
 
 
It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.

Love blurs your vision; but after it recedes, you can see more clearly than ever. It’s like the tide going out, revealing whatever’s been thrown away and sunk: broken bottles, old gloves, rusting pop cans, nibbled fishbodies, bones. This is the kind of thing you see if you sit in the darkness with open eyes, not knowing the future. The ruin you’ve made.


Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from. The next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it’s right around the corner, and you open up your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you’re wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all of your heart.


Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn’t arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I’m going to be happy in it. ;)



loves,
fatin asifa ismail ;D

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

graduation day ;)


GRADUATION DAY.!
yesterday is everything.finally i got graduation certificates.aku cm ta caya.da dkt 5 thn skola menengah n semalam adalah hari segala2 nya.tinggal sebulan je lg bfre SPM.n everything will be done.wow.! hmm.smlm sgt2 seronok n takan lupa dlm hidup.bersama2 ngn kawan2 graduated rase cm sekejap je dah nak habis skola.aku tawu aku akan rindukan zaman skola.but sume nie lumrah dalam hidup.past is past n we must go on.bergambar sakan semalam yela first time an.haha. ;) sedih memang sedih.aku tana sume nie berakhir n aku takan dapat rasa sume nie dah.after graduation day hang out ngn kawan2.as usual.da kate pun remaja melepak jela.bile tgk kawan2 pkai formal ngn tie segala bagai.sume handsome2 kot.yg pmpuan lak make up gyle tebal.mcm2 kerenah.aku doa n aku harap aku dapat tgk dowg pakai cmtu untuk beberape thn akan dtg.semalam aku pgg sijil graduasi.n aku tawu aku akan graduated for degree or master lak nnt.haha.besa angan2 aku an.aku nk berjaye.blaja tinggi2.keje gaji pun tinggi.kawin pun ngn org tinggi2.hahaha.well in too small too short.that's why la ;D n yg paling ta tahan aku pakai high heels for 10 hours.adesh.bole tercabut kaki.hahaha.aku akan rindukan semua nie ;(


It’s hard to remember that this day will never come again. That the time is now and the place is here and that there are no second chances at a single moment.

Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life… as by the obstacles which he has overcome while trying to succeed.

Confidence is that feeling by which the mind embarks in great and honorable courses with a sure hope and trust in itself.
 
loves,
fatin asifa ismail ;)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

love ;)


Love is so short, forgetting is so long.True love is a state of timelessness, loss of ego, surrender, defenselessness and vulnerability.Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.Love is nothing easy. It is not cheap. It is the greatest thing that happens on this planet, and so it comes priced as gold.Love is a big, scary, intense, unique, delicate, beautiful word. It is also an unanswered question. You can’t know the true definition of it until someone shows you the meaning of it. But it is also sometimes the answer. Love saved harry potter, didn't it? And most movies end with love triumphing. So i think all everyone needs is a little love.Love is when a person believes that he, she, or it can’t live without some other he, she, or it. No one actually needs another person or another person’s love to survive. Love, is when we have irrationally convinced ourselves that we do.


No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.


Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.

Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don’t mean or do things they can’t take back. Sometimes we do things we can’t take back. We’re all afraid of something.


loves,
fatin asifa ismail ;)

Friday, October 15, 2010

save the soul ;)


well.semalam aku.shamira abg mamat n kak syafinaz pi showcase SAVE THE SOUL by MAHER ZAIN.WOW.! that's was so amazing.aku cm ta sangka aku leh dok dlm auditorium mbsa tu tgk maher zain.aku suke lagu die.sume lagu die ade mksd yg sgt mendlm.die nyanyi 10 lagu semalam.haha.sangat best.showcase tu dalam sejam lebih je.mmg aku kagum dowg leh bwt showcase yang yg cmtu.sggt2 ismalic la.sggt2 menarik la.dan sggt2 best.hehe ;) insyallah die akan bwt konsert kat malaysia lg.n insyallah kalu tade pape halangan leh la pi tgk maher zain lg.kn kn.n yg paling die die mmg kacak.sggt2 :D hm..aku blik kul 12 mlm.smpi je uma.kne tolong ibu bungkus hadiah.kul 2 lbh cmtu baru tdo.n for the first time aku g skola kul 10 pagi td.ta bwk beg.ta bwk ape.just bwk diri je.cm skola tu bapk aku yg punya.haha.nmpk pn sumarni pun aku bwt bodo je.aku an dak baik.mane die syak pape.hahahaha.everything cm biase je ari nie.im happpy with my life.! ;)

I am good, but not an angel. I do sin,
but I am not the devil. I am just
a small girl in a big world trying to be wonderful.and you know what.I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that’s natural and that’s real.

loves,
fatin asifa ismail :)